Sigh, someone made this blog be reported as spam blog, so now I needed to clarify with the blogger administrator before I can post this entry.
For Anonymous (previously someone from Pantene Shine Award and now, someone from Man Asian Literary -- are you Mary Lee?), whoever you are, thank you for leaving your comments in Sakura in English. Hehehe, I know you must be from the committee because I haven't given any access to the translated version to anyone but your committee. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
GOLDEN RULE
Regarding this first novel of mine, yes, I did want to write something that can be commercialized (i.e. to be filmed) and not just merely a literary work. So I have to follow the golden rule of successful drama series / movies: love at the first sight. Please note that the romantic love stories I write never reflect my own personal experience / views on love itself.
Personal Confession
I have to admit that I am not a romantic person at all despite having so many romantic people around me (it's a blessing to have them in my life) and it is A HARD IMAGINATION I have to do everytime I need to create a romantic scene. (My youngest sis teaches me a lot on how to be romantic haha, shame on me!). Yes, I do receive quite handful romantic gestures from the guys *winked* but as a mathematician, I am trained to think -- not to feel. Therefore, in real life, I have been behaving very manly: independent, decisive, problem solver, very strong character -- somehow dominant. Personally I do crack my brain to day/nightdream and study all the romantic movies / drama series seriously -- and analyzed all aspects of how to describe best the emotional sides of the couples when they meet.
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Application in Novel
Yukata (actually means something like kimono -- I chose the name as the syllable is close to Takuya, her brother) -- she liked Heiji from the first sight -- but he turned to be the wrong man to fall in love with. Girls do fall for the wrong guys. At least that is my observation from reading all love consultations in the papers hahaha =D
On the other hand, Rin was impressed by Heiji's good service on their first meeting. Here, I want to present the fact that first impression does matter.
Yuki in this novel, she did not straight away fall for Shinichi but because of his persistent effort to court her... *you read it yourself, OK, many people hate spoilers* but men, in general, do get attracted to girls from the first sight. At least, that is what I read in the magazines. Whether it is lust at the first sight or it is true love? -- I decide to keep it open -- case by case basis, as I do believe anything is possible if God allows it to happen.
Disappointing ending?
For the ending, actually the ending in this novel IS NOT THE ORIGINAL ENDING. (Readers, you are allowed to cheer and scream at me at the same time). The original was proper and longer (oh yeah, it's going to be very thick, actually) and definitely predictable. I like unpredictable endings to remind the readers that I am still the author, I have the absolute discretion of any fate of the characters I make (this is the personal satisfaction of crafting the characters)-- please do forgive me! (You will find that my next books will sometimes have happy endings, and sometimes "subjective" happy endings -- it depends on the way you look at it).
Anyway, I decided to scrap that ending (although I can always rewrite it) because I know for a first timer like me, publishers in Indonesia would think thousand times before accepting this novel if my manuscript is too thick.
I promise that I would rewrite the ending if Sakura Blossoms in Yokohama is filmed! Many novels do that! Different ending to please the audience *_*
Off to Korea for spring holiday,
Yunisa the Game Theory lover